My everything is nothing.

Your love surrounds me like a blanket
I am enveloped in the cloak of Your grace.
I try to please You, then I fail.
I try again, then fail again, then try, and fail --
It never stops.
How do I escape this endless cycle?
By relying on Your unfailing faithfulness.
This, too, I fail to do.
I never cease to sin!!

There is nothing in this world that I can rely on
Nothing I can trust --
No one I can crumble to
Except for You, O LORD.
Upon my hands and knees once more
I surrender to Your will
Like I never have before.
Take my life, Lord, as You please
Do what You will with me, to me,
It matters not, for I am Yours.
There's truly nothing more I want --
Than striving to please You.
My heart's contrite -- it really is.
So use me, Lord I pray.
Just help me leave my life of sin
And submit wholly to You.

Character analysis

It's not meant to make sense. Contradiction poetry -- oxymoronic.

I am mean.
I am nice.
I am harsher than you'll know.
I am slow.
I am fast.
Slow to think and fast to speak.
I am rich.
I am poor.
I am so much more than a conqueror.
I am a girl.
I am woman.
I am half grown.
I am stubborn.
I am easy.
I am not feeling any better.
I am right.
I am wrong.
I am running out of time.
I am lazy.
I am long-suffering.
I am mindless, thoughtless, useless.
I am restless.
I am senseless
I sense all going on around me.
I am burning.
I am freezing.
I am wrapped with warmth and cool.
I am funny.
I am serious.
I am seriously funny.
I am worthless.
I am useless.
I am worth much more than gold.
I am heartless.
I am evil.
I am fragile and bruise fast.
I am crazy.
I am real.
I am down to earth: what does that mean?
I am tired.
I am bored.
I am filled with zeal for You.
I am silent.
I am loud.
I am screaming without noise.
I am drowning.
I am starving.
I see my life before my eyes.
I am melting.
I am breaking.
I am healing in Your love.
I am doubtful.
I am sure.
I am assured by who You are.
I am alive.
I am dead.
I am bleeding to my death.
I am empty.
I am full.
I am fully hollow, no?
I am hated.
I am loved.
By who I'm not too sure I know.
I am blessed.
I am cursed.
I am crossroads of the two.
I am nothing.
I am everything.
I am nothing without You.

You are everything.
You are real.
You are powerful.
You are my salvation.
You are my anchor.
You are my redemption.
You are my propitiation.
You know all about me.
You know what will come to pass.
You know what won't too.
You are strong.
You are caring.
You are my only reason to live.
You are faithful.
You are true.
You are everything to me.